对我的痛苦你视而不见，还说活该。我不知道我对你是不是爱情，但我知道你病了我担忧，你累了我心疼。我说过如果用我的生命来换你和儿子的健康我都愿意的。你让我现在只想物资不想感情，我试着这样去做，因为生活中的确有许多不如意的地方。但是现在你这样的生活也不让我过了。一次次你在我最无助的时候逼我离婚，并且说这是为了我好，说这张纸对我来说没用处的。我就不离，我跟你说了，我拖也要拖你两年了，你再去起诉都行。不为别的，只为你伤我太深。

我不知道你们那种建立在别人的痛苦之上的爱有多么幸福，有多么伟大，你说你爱的死去活来了也好，不能自拔了也好但这都是受良心受道德谴责的，你们的同居关系也不受法律保护埃I还跟你说，你这次出轨I只当是you在生活中找的一种调剂，只当是you十几年为这个家的付出得到的回报罢了，只要you还对这个家有心，我们还等you回来。但是you说you对me没有情了，回不来了。儿子以后认不认you都没有关系了。

你说要me原谅yout,you say you will use one life to repair our love! Love is a delicate and beautiful porcelain, once broken, it cannot be repaired again! Even the most skilled repairman cannot erase the cracks on its surface! Busy and busy when I temporarily forget my pain, but when a person is alone, the pain surges up in my heart again; outside it rains, my heart bleeds!

Don't think that as soon as you enter the grave no one will bother with you anymore?

My confidence has gone away; everything has gone away; I let a woman much older than me look down on me and laugh at me; she thinks I'm very silly very stupid; her man can't hold onto her either yet he scolds others. You two are so fond of each other's words compared to feelings or love.

Now I want to write for your sake because in your eyes it's just old news talked about over and over again until someone gets tired of listening.

My love was too stubborn too exclusive which led to today's suffering.

You know how hard it is for me? You can find solace in that woman while I go where?

9-17 ... (略)

18、动物园里有一只奇丑无比的猴子，一天看到它就吐，第二天被猴子吓得吐出来。

19、I really don't want us to part ways... not because I don't love you... not because I don't care about you... nor am